Dear Friend

After years, I’m glad to see you again. Not just because I’m curious about your new appereance or even much stories I’ve been missed. What’s more important is: I do miss the moment we’ve shared together like this.

Thing’s change. We knew it as the time goes by. As we’re grew up each days. I did notice some differences in you, as I realized some differences in me too. But here we are today, meeting up for remebering the same memories in the past.

What we’ve been thru in the past must have determine our path today. And the destiny is always about choices. Some choice comes up with the consequences we’ve must took. Either we like it or not.

So, here I am today. Sitting in front of you. Sharing about what I’ve been thru lately. There are difficult times, thoughness, tears, proudly things, and even the stagnant romance ( If I could say that J). I tell you things without even questioning you really wanna hear that, or you just pretending you want to. All just because I do believe in you as a friend of mine.

Time running so fast. It’s your turn to tell me about your life. I do have much time to hear every single words you say. Above all the topic we could share, somehow you pick the love story (and it’s because I forced you to tell, pardon me). Then as the story goes by, I could see some hapiness in your eyes. Yet, there is also some misery you hide.

I did notice some strange gesture while you saying about a marriage. We both knew that we’re two girls with quarter life (or even more age in fact) crises. But something just not like the way I guess it be. In fact, you’re not have a short plan to get married. It would be not strange at all, if you don’t have any lover this time.

Friend, I know you as the intellegence person. You did realized that your story has some inconsistency. You don’t need me to asking what secret you’re not telling me. But somehow today I have to find out more. You wrapped the story in some strange way. After I questioning some statement, there are big “O” coming up.

Then you tell me about the secret you’ve been hide for like years. In fact, I’d really shocked. ‘I knew you would react like that’, your eyes told me that you already predict my response. So you began to tell the whole truths. It is your extreme thoughts and ideas that comes out. It is your challenging experience in life. It is unpredictable steps you made. It is contrary concept of common believed. yet, it is also a brave decision.

So here we are now friend. Standing in the difference place of thoughts and principal things. I’d realized we both now have a difference values also. But after all the objections I’ve said, after all unacceptable fact I’d heard. I did feel like I have some responsibilities to bring you back in some classic track, that I believe right. Until I realized myself, I have no right to interfere in your personal life.

Days continued..

I feel like I’m a bad person. Pardon me for not being a good listener that time. Pardon me for not being a good friend you need me too. But somehow, we’ve learned that: in some point of life, there are times that I couldn’t stand behind you. So as in return. Not because we’re no longer a good friend. But there are difference things that couldn’t make us stay in the same line as the old days. Things that we should appreciate.

 Inspite of all kind of differences, you’re always be my good friend in life. Forever.

With the warmth hug,

-Ch-

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." - Walter Winchell -